Today was really great.

I'm so stoned.

Last night I had to go and pay Joshua's bail. He's such a jerk. He got arrested for punching the Walmart clerk in the face for refusing to sell him beer. He's only 16!

I want to tell the world that I love you all! You're all so special to me!

I am sharpening my knives before I go to work today, because I'm going to cut out Robert's heart and feed it to him for losing my mail.

Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! I'm so ugly. Don't look at my photos pleeeeeze.

I want to say thanks to simon and Abbey and Dave and the other Simon for helping me on Saturday. You guys are the best. By the way, if you happen to find my wallet, keys or underwear, could you SMS me? Adrian has my number.

I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I have bipolar disorder, which makes me different enough to be interesting, but the same as all the other cool people with bipolar disorder.

That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with this thought - sharing your life with strangers on the internet is the cheapest form of therapy available. Leave a comment and tell me I'm beautiful.

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I found this online and just thought it was really cute! :D

Ohhh... nice...

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Hmm... I never thought the day would come where I'd end up pushing her away after a kiss attempt. Not just once, either.... :-\

I was shopping last night with my little brother. While coming home, I got an unusual phone call. It was Gladis. I guess she didn't go out like she said she was. In a way I was relieved because then I knew that she wasn't going to call me drunk again. But she didn't call just to talk either. Her cousin needed a favor, some help from me. Some computer crap.
So I ended up going over at about 8 or so. I showed up and Gladis was in her bummy clothes. I'm surprised she let me see her that way. I thought that was kinda cool.
Anyway, so her cousins ended up leaving, but I stayed behind with her. We just talked and surfed the net. I think I stayed longer than I should have though. I ended up coming home at 11. She was just getting a little too... I don't know.... I guess childish. I was also laughing just to go along with it, but really, I was getting slightly annoyed. So why the hell do I still like her? Blah...

For you coffee addicts...

Is a white chocolate caramel mocha the same thing as a white chocolate caramel cappuccino?

Ugh, just when I thought today was going to be a decent/good day... I just got into an argument with my grandma... ugh!
Damn that woman! DAMN her! Always trying to make everyone feel guilty and bad!

It amazes me that something so beautiful can be a part of something so ugly.

Great. Now my mother is asking about her. I think that's a little funny. I guess she just thought something was up since we've been hanging out a lot. She knew I was with her all day Friday since mom saw us leave my house, then again when she dropped me off Friday night after going to Melrose.
When she asked about her earlier though, I just told her that I don't think I will pursue anything. I told her why. She said, "Well, she'd stop most of those things if she really liked you." Hah! I don't even think she does at all... I've no clue what she thinks or how she feels.
There was still physical contact though when we hung out on Friday.
So I never mentioned what happened on Thursday night. I knew she was flying in at 11:45. I then found out the flight was being delayed until 1 am. I still decided to go a little earlier because I thought there'd be traffic. There was, but parking was not a problem at all. I decided with the help of a couple people that I should take a white carnation, to welcome her home. I left it on the passenger seat of my car for when I opened the door, she'd see it.
Anyway, a huge smile came to me when I saw her coming down the escalator, and she smiled and waved. We immediately hugged, for a good while. It wasn't short at all. It was good to see her again after 2 weeks. I was nervous as hell.
So we walk back to my car, and opened the door for her, and she saw the flower. She picked it up and gave me another hug. heh... She seemed really happy about that.
So we drove back to her house, and her mom was up already. We got home at about 1:40 or so in the morning, so I had time to kill before work. They offered me coffee, and stuff. Her mom is really nice. So the 3 of us were in the living room talking about her trip and all that. I needed to go home and change for work. Her mom had gone back to bed at that point, so she walked me out. We hugged again, but that was it.
She told me to call her after work so we can do something later on.
I went to work with no sleep, but I wasn't tired, really. In fact, I was somewhat hyper... Wide awake. It did start to hit me at about 7:30 am, but work was a little screwy so I didn't have time to "feel" the exhaustion kicking in. I got home, showered, and called her at about noon. She came over and hung out here at home until about 5 or so. We had gone out to eat Subway after taking her car in to get fixed where I always go. It was good, too, because the guy charged us WAY cheaper that what it normally would have.
When we left home, we went to Melrose to go shopping. That's when I started to realize that maybe I shouldn't get too close to her. She always talked about drinking and getting drunk. She even raced some ugly ass Honda Accord down Melrose. I wasn't too thrilled about that, especially with traffic being so heavy. She didn't race like she wasn't trying to. She literally got next to the Honda, looked over at the guys in it and reved her engine. She was showing she wanted to. I just laughed, but I wasn't too happy about it.
I didn't talk or see her Saturday. I just went to the movies with another friend to see War Of The Worlds. It was a good movie... bad experience though. Some stupid bitch kept kicking my seat, even after I turned around and told her. Gah!
Speaking of which, she just emailed me. >.< I also think I typed out way too much, so I'm out...
Oh yeah, and I'll be doing some work on my LJ as far as people and access to it. I think I need to delete several folk and start making my shit private. If you haven't seen me update my LJ, then you'll probably know why. This will probably be the last public entry in a while. See ya!

Yeah, I'm still awake, though I should be sleeping because I'm heading to LAX at 11... but so what...

Check this out....



Music to Pong? lol.... I didn't know it HAD any music...Muahahahahaha....
I'm not going though. :-\ I'll wait for the next Final Fantasy concert. Though I WOULD like to catch Zelda, Metal Gear, and Medal Of Honor. Oh well.

Left work early...
Went to bro's graduation...
Took tons of pics...
Met "the girl's" sister, who happens to be my age ::evil grin::
Started editing photos...
About to pass out... nap time...
Pics later...

Here is a little update...

Contact was finally made from "her". She wrote to me yesterday telling me she's ok. But something really cought my attention.
She said this, "hey its beautiful here i wish u were here."
Wow... I'm not jumping too far ahead, of course, but still... wow. WEE! heh.

Oh yeah.... and my brother got MVP of the season.... of course. No surprise to anyone! :)

Hmm.. she's not barking anymore.... WTF?!?!

Gah... I knew it...
Off to a bad start. It's 12:49 am and Lulu is having barking issues. She won't STFU! I really don't feel like going out to see what's wrong because I don't want the new dog jumping all over me right now.

Fuck tomorrow is going to suck... ::sigh::

Just some new pics from Saturday...

( First time on a bike in YRS! )

I just got home. It's 11:03 am and got home like 10 minutes ago. Ugh, what a long day.
The volume was a lot lighter than planned, so we had to cut out 3 routes. Sometimes I don't know why managers make the decisions that they do. I mean, I can understand but, I think service comes first before production, especially with Next Day Air. Huge mix-up today and there is going to be TONS of NDA delivered late because of it. I'm almost scared to see our numbers on Monday. My phone kept going off every 2 minutes because people kept calling me. That's the downside of being a dispatch sup... EVERYone and their baby's momma come to you. It's VERY stressful.

Still nothing from "the girl." She hasn't called home either. I talked to her mom the other day and she told me she hasn't called home or her sister either. I can understand why she wouldnt call me. She left her cell phone and we don't know each other long enough to memorize each other's #'s.... but home? Hmm. I hope she's ok. No email either.
I totally forgot which flight she's coming in with too, so I've no idea what time to pick her up.

So I was talking to a friend of mine yesterday through emails. Well, she's just a sister of my brother's other teammate. She said it's "obvious" about that girl and I... that kinda threw me back! heh... I mean, I really didn't think it'd be obvious, ya know? But she said, "yeah, everyone knows." Hmm... well, atleast the season is over and stuff... so it shouldnt be too big of a deal.

Anyway, I'm exhausted, I'm taking a nap.